August 30, 2015

Playlist Week of 2015-08-29

* Carter: A Nonesuch Retrospective (selections) (Nonesuch 4CD)
* Boulez: Notations/Explosante-Fixe (Aimard/Ens. Intercontemporain/Boulez) (DG CD)
* Patrick & Thomas Demenga: Lux Aeterna (ECM CD)
* Kenny Burrell: Guitar Forms (Verve LP)
* John Coltrane: Live In Japan (d.1-2) (Impulse!/GRP 4CD)
* Alice Coltrane: Universal Consciousness (Impulse!/Superior Viaduct LP)
* Cecil McBee: Mutima (Strata East LP)
* Collin Walcott: Cloud Dance (ECM LP)
* Marilyn Crispell: Amaryllis (ECM CD)
* Steve Tibbetts: Big Map Idea (ECM CD)
* Grateful Dead: Boston Garden 1991-09-20 (selections) (SBD 3CDR)
* Grateful Dead: Boston Garden 1991-09-21 (selections) (SBD 3CDR)
* V/A: The Perfumed Garden: 82 Rare Flowerings from the British Underground (Past Present 5CD)
* Jade Warrior: Floating World (Island LP)
* Roy Harper: Stormcock (Harvest LP)
* Roy Harper: Valentine (Harvest LP)
* Roy Harper & Jimmy Page: Whatever Happened to Jugula? (Beggars Banquet LP)
* Strawbs: Bursting At The Seams (A&M LP)
* Strawbs: Hero And Heroine (A&M LP)
* Strawbs: Ghosts (A&M LP)
* Strawbs: Nomadness (A&M LP)
* Strawbs: Burning For You (Oyster/Polydor LP)
* Klaus Schulze: Live (Brain 2LP)
* Heldon: Live in Paris 1975 (SouffléContinuum LP)
* Heldon: Live in Paris 1976 (SouffléContinuum EP)
* Stardrive: Intergalactic Trot (Elektra LP)
* Alceu Valenca: Molhado de Suor (Som Livre/Sol Re Sol LP)
* Michael Brook/Brian Eno/Daniel Lanois: Hybrid (Editions EG LP)
* U2: The Unforgettable Fire (Deluxe Edition) (Island 2CD)
* Yo La Tengo: Stuff Like That There (Matador LP)
* Flaming Lips: The Soft Bulletin (Warner Bros. HDCD)
* The Sword: High Country (Razor & Tie 2LP)
* Minsk: The Ritual Fires of Abandonment (Relapse/Gilead Media 2LP)
* Minsk: With Echoes In The Movement Of Stone (Relapse/Bird Dialect 2LP)
* Montibus Communitas: The Pilgrim To The Absolute (Beyond Beyond Beyond LP)
* Beach House: Depression Cherry (Sub Pop LP)
* FKA twigs: LP1 (Young Turks LP)



Although I do not read a lot of fiction, I recently immersed myself in the first four volumes of Karl Ove Knausgaard’s six-volume, 3200-page novel, provocatively titled My Struggle (Archpelago), which is in the process of being translated from the Norwegian by Don Bartlett. But Knausgaard’s novel is not really fiction so much as an astonishingly vivid recollection of his own life, from childhood to the present, the death of his father, and his attempts to become a writer worthy of his own lofty ambition. More than just memoir, Knausgaard expertly plays with time, slipping into long, multi-hundred-page digressions that effortlessly loop back to where he left off. His lucid, flowing prose captures how it really felt to be a child growing up in the 1970s and ‘80s, a callow youth growing into a husband and father in the ‘90s and 2000s, and an artist wrestling with lacerating self-doubt, failure, and shame. Knausgaard holds nothing back and reading My Struggle feels more like reality than fiction. Moreover, it is the breathtakingly virtuosic writing that sucked me in and I drank down the text in massive gulps. As Knausgaard’s friend Geir tells him in Volume Two, “You can spend twenty pages describing a trip to the bathroom and hold your readers spellbound.” Indeed, he does.

Ultimately, Knausgaard struggles with defining what truly matters in a meaningless world and finds solace (if not meaning) in art and music. Early on in Volume Four, he describes himself as an eighteen-year-old record collector and how his sense of identity and inchoate dreams of the future were tied up in these bits of plastic and cardboard:
Every single one of these records embraced an entire little world of its own. All them expressed quite different attitudes, sentiments, moods. But none of the records was an island, there were connections between them which spread outward […] But the ramifications and connections didn’t only exist between the records, they extended right into my own life. The music was linked with almost everything I had done, none of the records came without a memory. Everything that had happened in the past five years rose like steam from a cup when I played a record, not in the form of thoughts or reasoning, but as moods, openings, space. Some general, some specific. If my memories were stacked in a heap on the back of my life’s trailer, music was the rope that held them together and kept it, my life, in position.
“But this wasn’t its most important aspect,” he goes on. It was “the music itself” which, in the case of the Talking Heads, had the power to get “the world’s least rhythmic eighteen-year-old, sitting there squirming like a snake” stand up and dance. Or how, by contrast, Echo and The Bunnymen’s music was not about “rhythm or drive but sounds and moods, this tremendous wailing that springs from them, all longing and beauty and gloom, which swells and subsides in the music, no, which is the music.” Although seeped in song lyrics and band interviews, Knausgaard realizes that such knowledge “is obliterated by the music.”
[T]he music doesn’t want to know about it, because in music there is no meaning, there is no explanation, there are no people, only voices, each with its own special distinctive quality, as though this is its essential quality, its essence, unadulterated, no body, no personality, yes, a kind of personality without a person, and on every record there is an infinity of such characteristics, from another world, which you meet whenever you play the music.
Then he goes further, revealing just how much of his eighteen-year-old ego and fragile self-worth were tied up in his precious record collection: “It made me someone,” he says.
Thanks to music I became someone who was at the forefront, someone you had to admire, not as much you had to admire those who made the music, admittedly, but as listener I was in the vanguard. Up here in the north probably no one would see that, as hardly anyone in Kristiansand had been aware of it, but there circles where it was seen and appreciated. And that was where I was headed.
As with the rest of the novel (and life itself), the profound and mundane are always on equal footing, the sublimity and the embarrassment of human existence simultaneously filling our minds from moment to moment. He goes about arranging his records “in such a way that the impression made by each one would be enhanced and perhaps lead to surprising new associates for whoever thumbed through them” and then heads to the grocery store.

I can very much relate to the young Knausgaard and his budding record collection—both the ineffably captivating qualities of music itself and the delusions of self-importance those LPs inspired. Of course, now, on the other side of fifty, they no longer represent who I am or my hopes for a future that has already passed—and yet, I remain enraptured by the music contained therein. “I never worked out what it was that possessed me when music possessed me,” Knausgaard writes, “other than that I always wanted it.” That feeling, for me, never went away.

1 comment:

Sam said...

Nice overview of Knausgaard! I am looking forward to the 4th volume (I have gotten through the first two so far) to read more about his thoughts on music. Fun stuff.

Here are my lists from last week:

Playlist 2015-08-31:

*Daniel Barbiero/Cristiano Bocci: Vόστος
*Anthony Braxton Diamond Curtain Wall Trio: 2015-01-29 Schorndorf, Germany (CDR)
*Taylor Ho Bynum Sextet & 7-tette: Navigation (The Complete Firehouse 12 Recordings) (discs 1, 3)
*Cornelius Cardew: Treatise (World Premiere Complete Recording)
*Rodger Coleman and Sam Byrd: 2015-05-15 Centennial Park Black Box Theater, Nashville (mp3)
*Colla Parte: Periplus
*Colla Parte: 2015-08-15 Auxiliary, Richmond VA (wav)
*John Coltrane: Offering: Live at Temple University (disc 2)
*Duke Ellington: The Centennial Collection (selections)
*Duke Ellington: New Orleans Suite
*Mary Halvorson Quintet: 2014-10-23 Frankfurt (CDR)
*Mary Halvorson Reverse Blue: 2015-01-09 NYC (CDR)
*Alexander Hawkins Ensemble: All There, Ever Out
*Ingrid Laubrock’s Sleepthief: 2013-06-18 Brooklyn NY (CDR)
*Ingrid Laubrock Anti-House: 2014-09-26 Darmstadt, Germany (CDR)
*Lower Mid-Atlantic Improvisers' Orchestra 2015-08-15 Auxiliary, Richmond VA (wav)
*David Murray Quartet + 1: Fast Life
*New Ting Ting Loft: 2015-08-15 Auxiliary, Richmond VA (wav)
*Plymouth: Plymouth
*Wayne Shorter: Super Nova (side 1)
*Spontaneous Music Ensemble: A New Distance
*Sun Ra All Stars: 1983-10-27 Milano (CDR)
*Cecil Taylor Quartet: At Newport
*Lester Young: Classic Columbia, Okeh, and Vocalion Lester Young with Count Basie (1936-1940) (disc 1)
*Beach Boys: Made in California (disc 4)
*D’Angelo and the Vanguard: 2015-06-14 Bonnaroo Music and Arts Festival, Manchester, TN (CDR) (disc 2)
*Kinks: The Anthology 1964-1971 (discs 1, 2)
*Kendrick Lamar: To Pimp a Butterfly
*National Lampoon: The Best of the National Lampoon Radio Hour (disc 1)
*OutKast: Idlewild
*Replacements: Hootenanny
*Replacements: Pleased to Meet Me
*Rolling Stones: From The Vault: The Marquee Club Live in 1971
*Wig Drop: 2015 selections (CDR)

Reading List 2015-08-31:

*Persip, Charlie. How Not To Play Drums (reread/started)
*Roper, Robert. Nabokov in America (started)
*Knausgaard, Karl Ove. My Struggle, Book Two: A Man in Love (transl. Don Bartlett) (finished)
*Shakespeare, William. Measure for Measure (Arden ed., 2nd series, ed. J.W. Lever) (in progress)